I’m in a questionable state of mind.

Being blackmailed to go to school is greaaaat. Being punished for having a second job sucks.

The need to move out has increased greatly, but I must get a car, one that wont have any ties to my parents to use against me.

And I feel hurt. Sadly I’m the type of girl that when I REALLY like someone I like them for such a long time. Even when I have no chance in hell of being with them. But now that I’ve been through what we can be together its worse, far worse. And when I thought I had a chance to get what I want back..I find out there’s another girl, I’m obviously not the one. I’m obviously an idiot to hold on to someone for so long just to get burned so badly. I’ve never felt this hurt over anyone. 

With everything going on right now in my life it was the last hope I had for something to go right. lost hope now. 

on top of everything I hate myself because I couldn’t get over things I couldn’t give someone who liked me a chance. I only hope once I’ve pulled myself together.. again he can give me a chance I need a sweet guy in my life so badly right now.

lelandphoenix:

WHOEVER MADE THIS GIF I FUCKING LOVE YOU FOREVER!

You all have no idea how much I love this cat in that movie and how much I did the ‘oohhhh’ sound with the hand gesture. I’m just overjoyed now. I will use this gif for EVERYTHING!